September 12, 2010
I just texted my friend if we have late start tomorrow. The “person” texted back “who is this” and I figured I shouldn’t reply in case it’s not her. She lost her phone a while back ago and I was doubting if she got a new number or not. A minute later, it was this random guy that called and asked if I texted him. Haha, wadafudge. I was like yea and then explained how it was the wrong number. x]
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Clueless
September 12, 2010
You could really be so confusing at times. You would act like you don't care at all. I would tell you a story and it'll seems like you're not listening. Thus, I stop 'cause I don't want to feel like talking to myself. Then you'll ask me to continue or what happens next. I don't know if you're giving me your attention or not. One time, I notified that I was mad at you. Instead of making it up or even bother asking "why", you replied with just an "okay." What exactly are you thinking? When it comes to you, I get clueless.
You could really be so confusing at times. You would act like you don't care at all. I would tell you a story and it'll seems like you're not listening. Thus, I stop 'cause I don't want to feel like talking to myself. Then you'll ask me to continue or what happens next. I don't know if you're giving me your attention or not. One time, I notified that I was mad at you. Instead of making it up or even bother asking "why", you replied with just an "okay." What exactly are you thinking? When it comes to you, I get clueless.
September 8, 2010
Wheeeeee for OMGPOP.
But say WHAT?! Putt Putt Penguin became a star game? >:[
I can't play it now, even though it's my second most played game. .___.
Must. Get. Star. Membership ! :]
But say WHAT?! Putt Putt Penguin became a star game? >:[
I can't play it now, even though it's my second most played game. .___.
Must. Get. Star. Membership ! :]
Careless
September, 7, 2010
I'm doing so bad in my classes right now; it's worst than my previous years. I'm struggling especially with math-related subjects. Since when did I stop getting math? I remember I would be able to solve math problems easily. Sometimes, I wish I didn't try as hard as I did. No AP classes, but regular classes. Why couldn't I care less about my grades? I just couldn't do it. Though I procrastinate, I still turn in my work in time, regardless of how late I stay up to finish the assignments. Why aren't I able to not do it and just go to sleep? I just couldn't do it. I just couldn't care less. No matter how much I don't want to try at times, I know this 'diligent' behavior of me will be more successful.
I'm doing so bad in my classes right now; it's worst than my previous years. I'm struggling especially with math-related subjects. Since when did I stop getting math? I remember I would be able to solve math problems easily. Sometimes, I wish I didn't try as hard as I did. No AP classes, but regular classes. Why couldn't I care less about my grades? I just couldn't do it. Though I procrastinate, I still turn in my work in time, regardless of how late I stay up to finish the assignments. Why aren't I able to not do it and just go to sleep? I just couldn't do it. I just couldn't care less. No matter how much I don't want to try at times, I know this 'diligent' behavior of me will be more successful.
September 3, 2010
"The outside doesn't matter. It's all about the inner beauty and personality."
Man, shut the fudge up. I've heard too much of this already. Why are you saying that? You DO care.We all know clearly that everyone judges each other. It's their first impression that caught your attention, THEN you want to know more about them. Nobody wants to hide their girlfriend/boyfriend from their friends. What if she was muy fea y gorda? You wouldn't want to confess that you two are going out. If you're just playing around, then don't even bother messing and leading her own. You'll cause her to be more disappointed by raising her hopes up. If you do love her, prove it. Don't just display your affection at home during the dark. Convey your love for her to the people you know. Provide her warmth and protection. Don't be speechless about her existence. Acknowledge it.
I admit, I do judge people. So? Don't we all? At least I'm truthful about it. Even though, this doesn't mean I don't give others a chance. I still try to be nice and speak to them.
Man, shut the fudge up. I've heard too much of this already. Why are you saying that? You DO care.We all know clearly that everyone judges each other. It's their first impression that caught your attention, THEN you want to know more about them. Nobody wants to hide their girlfriend/boyfriend from their friends. What if she was muy fea y gorda? You wouldn't want to confess that you two are going out. If you're just playing around, then don't even bother messing and leading her own. You'll cause her to be more disappointed by raising her hopes up. If you do love her, prove it. Don't just display your affection at home during the dark. Convey your love for her to the people you know. Provide her warmth and protection. Don't be speechless about her existence. Acknowledge it.
I admit, I do judge people. So? Don't we all? At least I'm truthful about it. Even though, this doesn't mean I don't give others a chance. I still try to be nice and speak to them.
September 1, 2010
I'm going to make myself a giant note on my wall saying that I'm able to pass AP Physics, AP English Language and Composition, and Pre-Calc with at least a B. I will look at the all day, 'err day from when I wake up to when I sleep. I need to encourage myself that I'm able to accomplish this goal for this school year. Hopefully it'll boost up my confidence. x]
*Posted sticky notes on my binder too.
*Posted sticky notes on my binder too.
Texting
August 30, 2010
Haha, I was teaching my mommy how to text. x]
I don’t think she’ll use it at all though.
Haha, I was teaching my mommy how to text. x]
I don’t think she’ll use it at all though.
August 27, 2010
MaYn, I've been so sick since Wednesday after school. I'm not sure if it was the summer heat. It's so hot outside and then the classrooms are so cold. Came home with a headache and felt drowsy. The next day, Thursday, I went to school for half the day and couldn't take it anymore. I went to the nurse and checked my temperature to be 97 degrees. Went home around 11:30 and slept. As the night progress, I didn't feel any better. So today, I didn't go to school. And when I mean I don't go to school, I must be really sick 'cause I rarely miss school. I went to the doctors and figured I have a fever of 100.4 degrees and caught a virus and sinus infection. I'm also vomiting and have diarrhea. FML. I don't know, but I think it's worse. I'm so sick and don't feel good at all. Please, Please, PLEASE save me. Let me be better as soon as possible.
August 24, 2010
I have a math quiz tomorrow. I don't get what we're learning. I'm kind of struggling through the class since I haven't taken the faster course for the previous year. Ahhh, I'm so sleepy. Hopefully I don't fall asleep. :[
To Ten Different People
August 23, 2010
1. I hope you get well as soon as possible.
2.You could really piss me off at times.
3. How come we barely talk anymore?
4. We need to hang out more.
5. Everyone seems to like you, even him.
6. I don’t like how you’re always clueless.
7. I wonder what would’ve happened to us if I took that chance.
8. I admire how you get along with everybody, or at least most of them.
9. Sometimes, it’s hard for me to communicate with you.
10. I’m still waiting for you to find me.
1. I hope you get well as soon as possible.
2.You could really piss me off at times.
3. How come we barely talk anymore?
4. We need to hang out more.
5. Everyone seems to like you, even him.
6. I don’t like how you’re always clueless.
7. I wonder what would’ve happened to us if I took that chance.
8. I admire how you get along with everybody, or at least most of them.
9. Sometimes, it’s hard for me to communicate with you.
10. I’m still waiting for you to find me.
August 21, 2010
I prefer a cute message or question through a puzzle piece. Give me some time to solve it. It proves that they put some thoughts onto the idea. That way, it'll be cute and catchy, yet meaningful.
“Ask what most people want out of life and the answer is simple; to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation though, the wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to the state of bliss, the more confused we get…to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling…trying like hell to the be the happy people we wish we were. until eventually it hits us, it’s been there all along…not in our dreams or hopes but in the known. the comfortable. the familiar”
| — | Grey’s Anatomy |
August, 20, 2010
If someone forget something important, such as special events or dates, I won't even bother reminding them, no matter how much I want to. To me, it loses all the meanings to that event if I'd told them. My anticipation to go or do something with them will drop downhill; I would not be as excited as before. In fact, I would probably ignore them and won't talk as much. It was suppose to their responsibility to remember or at least flash through their mind for once. If they forget, I'll jump straight to the conclusion that it wasn't important to them at all, they didn't really care, or they have really bad memorization. Even if they remember the next day, what's the point of thinking about it after it passed? You missed it, so? What can you do about it though? Nothing.
Wishes
August 17, 2010
I've made many wishes throughout these past years, but why they don't come true? My wishes weren't greedy nor bad; it was wished for everyone. How hard could it be to grant it? Instead of fulfilling it, they turned out to be the opposite of what I wanted. Nothing isn't really going right. I wished upon shooting stars/meteor shower, why didn't it grant my wishes? I thought they will make it come true. What happened to all my birthday wishes each year? They've been the same for the longest time I remember. Nothing happened. And 11:11? Failure. So, answer me: What's the point of wishing? The higher the expectations, the bigger the disappointment.
Even though nothing much really came true, I'll keep on wishing and hoping 'cause I believe that there are miracles.
I've made many wishes throughout these past years, but why they don't come true? My wishes weren't greedy nor bad; it was wished for everyone. How hard could it be to grant it? Instead of fulfilling it, they turned out to be the opposite of what I wanted. Nothing isn't really going right. I wished upon shooting stars/meteor shower, why didn't it grant my wishes? I thought they will make it come true. What happened to all my birthday wishes each year? They've been the same for the longest time I remember. Nothing happened. And 11:11? Failure. So, answer me: What's the point of wishing? The higher the expectations, the bigger the disappointment.
Even though nothing much really came true, I'll keep on wishing and hoping 'cause I believe that there are miracles.
Happy Birthday, Maggie !
August, 17, 2010
Wooooooo !
Happy Birthday, Myself !
You're officially sweet 16 !
I happened to notice that not many people remembered it was my birthday. Well, at least the ones I thought will know. I guessed wrong. The ones I least expected actually were one of the few who remembered. During lunch, I had to REMIND them. Hahaha..ha....ha. Even some of the teachers wished me a Happy Birthday, and I didn't tell them at all. I don't want my birthday on a school day.
Also, B left today. His parents wouldn't let him stay and go to school in California. He doesn't even want to go back. Hopefully during winter break, when he turns 18, he'll transfer to our school second semester.
Anyways, thanks for all the birthday greetings after Facebook notified them. I'm blessed to have spend it with my love ones. ♥
Wooooooo !
Happy Birthday, Myself !
You're officially sweet 16 !
I happened to notice that not many people remembered it was my birthday. Well, at least the ones I thought will know. I guessed wrong. The ones I least expected actually were one of the few who remembered. During lunch, I had to REMIND them. Hahaha..ha....ha. Even some of the teachers wished me a Happy Birthday, and I didn't tell them at all. I don't want my birthday on a school day.
Also, B left today. His parents wouldn't let him stay and go to school in California. He doesn't even want to go back. Hopefully during winter break, when he turns 18, he'll transfer to our school second semester.
Anyways, thanks for all the birthday greetings after Facebook notified them. I'm blessed to have spend it with my love ones. ♥
Personality: Artisan of the Performer
-Performers have the special ability, even among the Artisans, to delight those around them with their warmth, their good humor, and with their often extraordinary skills in music, comedy, and drama. Whether on the job, with friends, or with their families, Performers are exciting and full of fun, and their great social interest lies in stimulating those around them to take a break from work and worry, to lighten up and enjoy life.
-Performers are plentiful, something over ten percent of the population, and this is fortunate, because they bring pleasure to so many of us. Performers are the people for whom it can truly be said "all the world's a stage." Born entertainers, they love the excitement of playing to an audience, and will quickly become the center of attention wherever they are. Performers aren't comfortable being alone, and seek the company of others whenever possible-which they usually find, for they make wonderful playmates. Performers are smooth, talkative, and witty; they always seem to know the latest jokes and stories, and are quick with wisecracks and wordplay-nothing is so serious or sacred that it can't be made fun of. Performers also like to live in the fast lane, and seem up on the latest fashions of dress, food, drink, and music. Lively and uninhibited, Performers are the life of the party, always trying to create in those around them a mood of eat, drink, and be merry.
-The Performers' talent for enjoying life is healthy for the most part, though it also makes them more subject to temptations than the other types. Pleasure seems to be an end in itself for them, and variety is the spice of life. And so Performers are open to trying almost anything that promises them a good time, not always giving enough thought to the consequences.
-Like the other Artisans, Performers are incurably optimistic-"Always look on the bright side," is their motto-and they will avoid worries and troubles by ignoring them as long as possible. They are also the most generous of all the types, and second only to the Composer Artisans [ISFPs] in kindness. Performers haven't a mean or stingy bone in their body-what's theirs is yours-and they seem to have little idea of saving or conserving. They give what they have to one and all without expectation of reward, just as they love freely, and without expecting anything in return. In so many ways, Performers view life as an eternal cornucopia from which flows an endless supply of pleasures.
-Performers are plentiful, something over ten percent of the population, and this is fortunate, because they bring pleasure to so many of us. Performers are the people for whom it can truly be said "all the world's a stage." Born entertainers, they love the excitement of playing to an audience, and will quickly become the center of attention wherever they are. Performers aren't comfortable being alone, and seek the company of others whenever possible-which they usually find, for they make wonderful playmates. Performers are smooth, talkative, and witty; they always seem to know the latest jokes and stories, and are quick with wisecracks and wordplay-nothing is so serious or sacred that it can't be made fun of. Performers also like to live in the fast lane, and seem up on the latest fashions of dress, food, drink, and music. Lively and uninhibited, Performers are the life of the party, always trying to create in those around them a mood of eat, drink, and be merry.
-The Performers' talent for enjoying life is healthy for the most part, though it also makes them more subject to temptations than the other types. Pleasure seems to be an end in itself for them, and variety is the spice of life. And so Performers are open to trying almost anything that promises them a good time, not always giving enough thought to the consequences.
-Like the other Artisans, Performers are incurably optimistic-"Always look on the bright side," is their motto-and they will avoid worries and troubles by ignoring them as long as possible. They are also the most generous of all the types, and second only to the Composer Artisans [ISFPs] in kindness. Performers haven't a mean or stingy bone in their body-what's theirs is yours-and they seem to have little idea of saving or conserving. They give what they have to one and all without expectation of reward, just as they love freely, and without expecting anything in return. In so many ways, Performers view life as an eternal cornucopia from which flows an endless supply of pleasures.
July 10, 2010
What have we become? I haven’t talk to any of you guys this summer break. I guess we’re slowly drifting apart from each other. I thought we were close, but ha, silly me. All this time, thank you for using me. I have the urge to say a last goodbye to all of you and then move, but I couldn’t anymore.
4th of July
July 10, 2010
Dear B,
Did you know I was disappointed in you that day? I never really thought you would send us home first to be with your friends. I really really really wanted to play fireworks with you and the rest of us, but I guess you didn’t anticipate as much as I did. I was holding in my tears during the car ride back until at night, when I went to bed. Also, did you know that was the reason why my eyelids went retarded-looking the next day? It happens all the time the next morning after I cry. Well, I didn’t really want to say a single word when you decided to drive us back nor did I even ask you why. I don’t want to “interrupt” or “bother” what you were going to do. I was just pretty speechless. That’s it, nothing more. Like you said, you’re grown up already. I trust/believe in what you know you’re doing, but just remember to take care of yourself and be safe. Anyways, I could never get mad at you. It was like nothing ever happened the next day, so don’t worry. I appreciate the time you spent with us these past couple of days though and not ditching us to hang with your friends, even though you wanted to. Thanks for the 5-15 minutes of fireworks that I actually got to play with you since like elementary. Even though I didn’t get to play that much and watch the intense fireworks, I’ll cherish those few moments. Hopefully someday, all of us could play fireworks again like how we used to around 10 years ago. Those times were really fun.
Sorry, I couldn’t say it face-to-face. I wouldn’t really know how to start this conversation. I’m scared my tears would just flow down in front of you. I rather type it here for you to read it instead.
Love,
Maggie ♥
Dear B,
Did you know I was disappointed in you that day? I never really thought you would send us home first to be with your friends. I really really really wanted to play fireworks with you and the rest of us, but I guess you didn’t anticipate as much as I did. I was holding in my tears during the car ride back until at night, when I went to bed. Also, did you know that was the reason why my eyelids went retarded-looking the next day? It happens all the time the next morning after I cry. Well, I didn’t really want to say a single word when you decided to drive us back nor did I even ask you why. I don’t want to “interrupt” or “bother” what you were going to do. I was just pretty speechless. That’s it, nothing more. Like you said, you’re grown up already. I trust/believe in what you know you’re doing, but just remember to take care of yourself and be safe. Anyways, I could never get mad at you. It was like nothing ever happened the next day, so don’t worry. I appreciate the time you spent with us these past couple of days though and not ditching us to hang with your friends, even though you wanted to. Thanks for the 5-15 minutes of fireworks that I actually got to play with you since like elementary. Even though I didn’t get to play that much and watch the intense fireworks, I’ll cherish those few moments. Hopefully someday, all of us could play fireworks again like how we used to around 10 years ago. Those times were really fun.
Sorry, I couldn’t say it face-to-face. I wouldn’t really know how to start this conversation. I’m scared my tears would just flow down in front of you. I rather type it here for you to read it instead.
Love,
Maggie ♥
July 9, 2010
Today, I went to get a haircut at GreatClips cause B decided to go there. DAYMMM, I got a freakin' bad haircut. They messed up my hair. -O- I told them to get it thinned, layered, slanted-bangs, and a v-shape at the back. That barber fulfilled NOTHING. She doesn't know how to cut. My bangs weren't even slanted the correct way. She said she gave me layers already, but wadafudge?! I barely see any on my hair. The back doesn't even look like a V. It looks like a straight cut. F*** that B**** !
June 24, 2010
This morning, I had a dream about my brother. He got bitten by a dog near the left eye and was bleeding a lot. I was shocked and scared, running to him, crying. When I got there, he was laying down painfully. He whispered, "I'm getting better." He had no energy in his tone of voice. My tears were shedding down non-stop. I've never been so afraid. I was afraid I would lose my brother.
When I woke up, I felt tears crawling down my face. The dream felt so realistic. It made me think about how I treat him and that my attitude towards him should change. This was probably the second time I had a really sad dream that made me shed tears.
I ♥ you brother !
When I woke up, I felt tears crawling down my face. The dream felt so realistic. It made me think about how I treat him and that my attitude towards him should change. This was probably the second time I had a really sad dream that made me shed tears.
I ♥ you brother !
♥
June 21, 2010
It's been a week since my summer break has started. Today was the only day where I stayed home. I've been out everyday with the family and relatives. What a great start of summer ! I love when my aunts, uncles, cousins, and family get together. We're always loud and enjoy our time together. I'm so glad I could communicate with them well. We're talkative and not shy towards each other.
We've been to LA for about 7/8 times for these past couple of days. We had to squish ourselves during the car ride since we were exceeding the maximum amount of people in the van. Though the car rides were long, I had fun with them. I would never have to worry about being bored while I'm with them. We would always come up with a game or something to lighten up our moods.
Yesterday, we sent Fai back to his apartment in Irvine for his summer school. I'm going to miss him. :[ After coming back, my aunts dyed their hair. They had left- overs, so we all highlighted our hair. It was so fun ! I got to dye my aunts and uncles' hairs. We were doing our hair until 3am ! Haha. Along side, the parents tried to learn how to hula-hoop. It was hilarious ! They had to move and shake so much to get the hula to "stay up", but it was a failure. It's okay though, they learned within an hour and figured they don't have to move as much to maintain the hula up.
For Father's Day, we bought our Dad a t-shirt and wrote the initial of our first name on the shirt with a heart, saying that we love him. We all wore different shades of blue that day to match them. Aww, it was so sweet. Haha. c(;
Now, my relatives went to a cruise and won't come back till Friday. Everything went back to normal and pretty quiet around the house. It feels weird without them here. I'm waiting for them to come back to pick me up and we're going to head for San Francisco, then Lake Tahoe and go back to Vegas. It's a road trip for sure !
I love my famILY ! ♥
It's been a week since my summer break has started. Today was the only day where I stayed home. I've been out everyday with the family and relatives. What a great start of summer ! I love when my aunts, uncles, cousins, and family get together. We're always loud and enjoy our time together. I'm so glad I could communicate with them well. We're talkative and not shy towards each other.
We've been to LA for about 7/8 times for these past couple of days. We had to squish ourselves during the car ride since we were exceeding the maximum amount of people in the van. Though the car rides were long, I had fun with them. I would never have to worry about being bored while I'm with them. We would always come up with a game or something to lighten up our moods.
Yesterday, we sent Fai back to his apartment in Irvine for his summer school. I'm going to miss him. :[ After coming back, my aunts dyed their hair. They had left- overs, so we all highlighted our hair. It was so fun ! I got to dye my aunts and uncles' hairs. We were doing our hair until 3am ! Haha. Along side, the parents tried to learn how to hula-hoop. It was hilarious ! They had to move and shake so much to get the hula to "stay up", but it was a failure. It's okay though, they learned within an hour and figured they don't have to move as much to maintain the hula up.
For Father's Day, we bought our Dad a t-shirt and wrote the initial of our first name on the shirt with a heart, saying that we love him. We all wore different shades of blue that day to match them. Aww, it was so sweet. Haha. c(;
Now, my relatives went to a cruise and won't come back till Friday. Everything went back to normal and pretty quiet around the house. It feels weird without them here. I'm waiting for them to come back to pick me up and we're going to head for San Francisco, then Lake Tahoe and go back to Vegas. It's a road trip for sure !
I love my famILY ! ♥
June 12, 2010
Took my first behind the wheels lesson. x] I'm officially a legal driver now ! YEEEE. I did pretty okay on driving for the first time. Didn't crash into anything. I need to practice more on my turns. I was stiff throughout, but I was pretty calm.
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On the other hand, Jei and Fai came back from college today ! Woohoo ! I miss them fools. c(; We're gunna go to Knotts sometime this week. x] Going to be a good week and then Fai's gunna go back to his apartment for summer school.
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On the other hand, Jei and Fai came back from college today ! Woohoo ! I miss them fools. c(; We're gunna go to Knotts sometime this week. x] Going to be a good week and then Fai's gunna go back to his apartment for summer school.
June 11, 2010
The quiet and shy people are usually talkative and easy to get along with once you get to know them. That's what I've noticed.
June 11, 2010
Back home early from last day of school ! YEEE, summer time, baby ! I'm officially a JUNIOR now. Haha. I told my dad to pick me up early so I can go to my brother's promotion. Didn't have any finals today. :] So yea, went back to my middle school to visit my past teachers. Brings back memories. Took pictures with them. How nostalgic. :]
june 10, 2010
Soy muy feliz y triste también. Uno mas del colegio. Viviré lejos de aquí. No se que hacer. ¿De verdad quiero ir o no? Empecé a conocer a más personas este año pero yo podría dejar. ¿Qué debo hacer? No es justo.
June 10, 2010
Ever have the feeling where you get excited about something, but when it's actually getting closer, you rethink about it, doubt yourself, and don't really want to anticipate anymore? Well, I have that feeling right now.
June 7, 2010
Super good day ! :]
After school, my parents decided to go to Costco. My brother asked them to go to the mall also since it's nearby so he can buy his vest for promotion. Well, I wasn't planning to buy anything, but then my mom and I were looking at the shoe section, and I started trying heels on while she was trying on black shoes for work. Comes out that it was comfy for her, so she decided to buy it. She said I could buy my heels too if I want and I did. Haha. It has flower-printed design on them. Pretty good for spring and summer ! Mommy also bought a Hello Kitty pajama too. :]] My brother bought two jeans, a shirt, and a vest. Pretty much we all bought something when we got out, except for my dad. But I'm going to get him something for Father's Day. YEEE for shopping. :]
Afterward, we ate a chicken bake and churro at the Costco food court and then went inside. MmMmmm, it was good. Didn't really buy that much stuff, mostly fruits.
When we got home, my brother and I tried on the things we bought and took pictures. LOLOL. The heels helped me get 2-3 inches taller ! Woohoo ! Haha. I feel short after I took them off though. LOL.
During dinner, my parents told me they decided to move to LA. Woohoo ! I'm moving. :] New start, new beginning. Might be hard, but I'll have to endure it. Well, I don't really know who to tell this to and B isn't online, so imma just write it here. Not really planning to tell me friends yet 'cause who knows, my parents might change their plans again. They said they were just going to move somewhere close by, not all the way to LA. Now, I guess they wanted to move out after all. Not really going to expect anything yet and keep my hopes low. Until it's confirmed, then my excitement will boost to the top. As of now, let's finish this week of school, enjoy my summer time, and just flow with it.
After school, my parents decided to go to Costco. My brother asked them to go to the mall also since it's nearby so he can buy his vest for promotion. Well, I wasn't planning to buy anything, but then my mom and I were looking at the shoe section, and I started trying heels on while she was trying on black shoes for work. Comes out that it was comfy for her, so she decided to buy it. She said I could buy my heels too if I want and I did. Haha. It has flower-printed design on them. Pretty good for spring and summer ! Mommy also bought a Hello Kitty pajama too. :]] My brother bought two jeans, a shirt, and a vest. Pretty much we all bought something when we got out, except for my dad. But I'm going to get him something for Father's Day. YEEE for shopping. :]
Afterward, we ate a chicken bake and churro at the Costco food court and then went inside. MmMmmm, it was good. Didn't really buy that much stuff, mostly fruits.
When we got home, my brother and I tried on the things we bought and took pictures. LOLOL. The heels helped me get 2-3 inches taller ! Woohoo ! Haha. I feel short after I took them off though. LOL.
During dinner, my parents told me they decided to move to LA. Woohoo ! I'm moving. :] New start, new beginning. Might be hard, but I'll have to endure it. Well, I don't really know who to tell this to and B isn't online, so imma just write it here. Not really planning to tell me friends yet 'cause who knows, my parents might change their plans again. They said they were just going to move somewhere close by, not all the way to LA. Now, I guess they wanted to move out after all. Not really going to expect anything yet and keep my hopes low. Until it's confirmed, then my excitement will boost to the top. As of now, let's finish this week of school, enjoy my summer time, and just flow with it.
June 6, 2010
Uno más semana de colegio ! Verano tiempo, bebé ! Será mucho divertido. Yo no puedo esperar ! :D
June 5, 2010
Had a really fun night at Nicole's party ! :] The disco lights, DJ, dance, food, pictures, and people made an unforgettable night. I swear, Filipinos have super huge family members. Haha. Their parties are always filled with friendly people that makes you feel at home. The music was blasting in the backyard and the kiddies were dancing to to it. Aww, they were so cute ! Camera flashes were everywhere, anytime. Overall, it was a good and fun night.
June 4, 2010
My left eye has been twitching the whole day. o_O" Is it suppose to mean something? Or probably I'm just too tired or stressed.
June 3, 2010
Today, I really wanted to beat the poopie out of you. No joke. I've been tolerating you since the first day and trying to hold myself back from doing so, but you're just too much. I swear, we complain every single day during the dissection. WHY DON'T YOU EVER FUDGING LISTEN TO ME? If you have, we wouldn't have lose that many points. If that's not enough, why couldn't we come in after school to catch up?! We're behind already and I want to catch up so we have time for the make-up points, which we need. BUT NO. You kept saying that we don't need it. Tomorrow's the last day, and we're not even close to finish yet. Hello Miss, I actually care about my grades. "I care about my grades too." Umm, sure you do. I don't see any effort that you're putting forth to prove what you've claimed.
Don't give me all your BS:
"Then that's your problem."
"Maggie, just shut up and stop yelling !"
"No, I'm not coming in after school. We're not behind, so we don't need to."
"You're getting on my nerves !"
"Don't slam the book."
"You need to just get over yourself !"
WOW, thanks for your advices. I'll remember you for this.
Oh, you're so smart. Do you recall what you said?
"A human's small intestine could wrap around the world."
Seriously?! Did you really said that? I literally went LOL, hysterically.
You've clearly proved yourself to me.
Thank goodness that after tomorrow, I don't have to work with you anymore. I can't stand you for any longer. I've had enough of you and I'm done with it. Goodbye, "donkey"hole.
Don't give me all your BS:
"Then that's your problem."
"Maggie, just shut up and stop yelling !"
"No, I'm not coming in after school. We're not behind, so we don't need to."
"You're getting on my nerves !"
"Don't slam the book."
"You need to just get over yourself !"
WOW, thanks for your advices. I'll remember you for this.
Oh, you're so smart. Do you recall what you said?
"A human's small intestine could wrap around the world."
Seriously?! Did you really said that? I literally went LOL, hysterically.
You've clearly proved yourself to me.
Thank goodness that after tomorrow, I don't have to work with you anymore. I can't stand you for any longer. I've had enough of you and I'm done with it. Goodbye, "donkey"hole.
June 2, 2010
I came home today from school just to find that my desk was invaded by ants and there is still a few or so once in a while. How unlucky the ants would be. They didn't live any much longer. Great.
PeterPIPER
June, 1, 2010
.........................pizza !
MmMmmmmMmm. I miss that place. Brings us back to the the old days filled with our childhood memories in Vegas. Too bad it's closed. Majority of the people replaced it with Chuck EEEEE Cheese instead though.
.........................pizza !
MmMmmmmMmm. I miss that place. Brings us back to the the old days filled with our childhood memories in Vegas. Too bad it's closed. Majority of the people replaced it with Chuck EEEEE Cheese instead though.
June 1, 2010
YEEE. No chapter 11 test for math tomorrow. Thank goodness. I would probably score the worst out of the other tests I've taken for this semester. Haha. This chapter is hard ! Arithmetic Sequence, Geometric Sequence, Infinite Summation, Stigma.....ummm yea. I have enough problems already. Haha. Solve your own problems, please. :] Make sure not to make any mistakes. Always double check and know what you're doing is correct. Ask questions along the way for better knowledge. Best wishes for getting it right ! :]
Haha, yea. I'm a nerd ! c(;
Haha, yea. I'm a nerd ! c(;
May 28, 2010
On the bright side, I passed my permit today ! Ohmigawd ohmgiawd ohmigawd. I was so nervous ! My hands were shaking ! Haha. Didn't want to fail again. It's all good. MaYn, I wasn't sure if I did good on the test at first cause it was hard-ish, and my worst outcome I came up with was missing more tan 8, which isn't passing. PHEW* What I sigh of relief after knowing I passed. I can relax now ! After that, I called Sheanne cause we were suppose to hang at my house, but I took forever at the DMV. Then she said she's going to the mall and asked if I wanted to come, so I went. When I got there, I found out Sheanne planned it with Jonavee and Jhunclaire. Didn't know about that, so it was kinda....yea. Felt like I was interrupting, so maybe I shouldn't have went. I bought myself a two-fingered ring that spelt LOVE though ! YEEE. When we went to the Apple Store, I saw Arthur and his cousins. Haha. He goes there all the time when he goes to the mall. They were going to watch Iron Man 2. Mommy bought two apple crumble pies on the way home. :] One for us, the other for Sheanne. MmmMmm. Good day overall; happy day. :D
May 28, 2010
FUDGE the banquet. I was all excited and ish, but then it was CANCELED. We didn't even know ! I went to Mel and Sarah's house to do my hair and went together, and after we got there, no one was there. We walked across campus like a fool. All dressed up semi-formal for nothing. No one told us anything... What was the point of asking for our emails and phone numbers anyways? I had to actually call an officer to know it was canceled. They need to be more organize.-O-
On the other hand, the teacher's wife went to labor though. Congrats to his family for having a baby girl. :]
On the other hand, the teacher's wife went to labor though. Congrats to his family for having a baby girl. :]
May 28, 2010
On Wednesday during PE, there was a swarm of bee that flew by while we were sitting. I mean, you could literally HEAR it buzz. It was so scary. Good thing they were high enough that it didn't attack us. I almost hurt my left shoulder from trying to avoid it too fast. NEVER in my life have I seen something like that.
May 25, 2010
"You're yelling is getting on my nerves" Wadafudge?! I should be saying that to YOU. YOU'RE getting on MY nerves. You're demands aren't followed by anyone. Stop trying to be the leader of the group. It's so apparent during the checkpoints that you're getting us points off. It's always you. When have you ever gotten full points? I gave you advice, but you don't listen. Instead, you just go on your own and argues with me. What happened? We got points off because you didn't take my suggestions when that was correct. If you've followed, things wouldn't turn out that way. Don't ever slap me again on the stomach, especially when your filthy gloves are on. I won't know what will ever happen to you.
May 24, 2010
Had a good weekend. :] Went to Irvine during Saturday in the morning to pick up Jei. Had time to catch up with her. She hasn’t come back home for about a month. Then went to eat pho cause she just woke up when we came and we were hungry also. Went to the Lake Elsinore Outlet on the way home. Didn’t buy anything though, except for Churn who bought a flannel. When we got home, Jei unpacked and rested a bit, then she drove us to the mall. Haha. Everytime she comes back, we spend a lot. Had some cash in my wallet, but came out with almost none. We bought quite a few clothings there. After that, we headed to Michaels to look for craftbooks, but nothing catch Jei’s eyes. As always, WalMart is a must go when she’s back. Bought a bunch or food and junks to reload. Yummmy. c(;
Today, Arthur and Timmy came to work on our World project, but they didn’t really do anything. We always get distracted. Arthur had to leave early for his behind the wheels. Timmy was just getting information all day. I actually finished the powerpoint on my own. Well, sent it to Timmy so he can decorate and make it look “cool”. My parents got hungry and decided to eat at Black Angus around 4. MmmMmm, yum yum. :] We were so full afterward. They sent Churn and I back home and left again to send Jei back to Irvine.
Good weekend, good weekend. :B
Today, Arthur and Timmy came to work on our World project, but they didn’t really do anything. We always get distracted. Arthur had to leave early for his behind the wheels. Timmy was just getting information all day. I actually finished the powerpoint on my own. Well, sent it to Timmy so he can decorate and make it look “cool”. My parents got hungry and decided to eat at Black Angus around 4. MmmMmm, yum yum. :] We were so full afterward. They sent Churn and I back home and left again to send Jei back to Irvine.
Good weekend, good weekend. :B
May 17, 2010
My mommy just "chopped" off some of my bangs. At first, it kinda sorta maybe looked like a bowlcut, but then she tried fixing it and it was "okay". It didn't turn out good when she cuts my bangs, but when she cuts her own, it looks normal. HMMM... Sure. I hate having a bowlcut ever since I was little when everyone made fun of me and would call me "mushroom hair". >:l
May 17, 2010
What makes you think so highly of yourself? Stop ordering people around and being so bossy. You think of yourself as "motherly"? Swallow your words back. When your kids grow up, they'll disobey you. Don't think you could scare me by threatening me. I'm not afraid of you. First of all, who allowed you to join our group? You gave yourself permission without asking us. Now that you're in, you tell ME and the others what to do?! Seriously?! I'm not going to tolerate any of your commands. I'm probably going to just argue with you everyday throughout the dissection. It's better for the group, as well as you and I, that you leave.
May 17, 2010
Ever have the feeling of wanting to say/write everything out, but don't know how to begin or put into words? Yes, I am familiar with this right now.
May 16, 2010
>;l Bleeding on the back of my left foot. Scraped it earlier on the chair and thought it was nothing. Then I felt something wet and it was bleeding. Boobooo.
May 15, 2010
Awww, Jason is so cute ! I just finished talking to him on the phone. My mom tricked him again to go to the garage. Haha. He was crying afterward though. He said Jei Jei. :] He knows how to reply such as bye bye, uh-oh, goodnight, and Iloveyou. Ohmigawd. The way he said it was so cute. He's growing up so fast. I wanna go see him !
May 15, 2010
Stop telling me to fudging follow you on Tumblr. Why does it even matter if anyone follow you or not? Do you just want popularity? The more you tell me to do so, the more I resist and won't do what you say. Maybe I don't want you to read what I write. I didn't make one just so people could follow me or vice versa. I'm not interested about your daily life.
May 14, 2010
I just saw one of the nastiest pictures EVER. It's so dammm disgusting and I'm horrified and haunted. It was a picture of this dead lead singer from a metal band for a CD album picture. He apparently shot himself and one of his band member saw his body, but instead of calling the police, he rearranged the gun and items and took pictures of him. A photo was leaked and used as an album cover. EWWWWY.
"On 8 April 1991, Dead committed suicide in the house owned by the band. He was found by Euronymous with slit wrists and a shotgun round to the head. Dead's suicide note read "Excuse all the blood" and included an apology for firing the weapon indoors. Instead of calling the police, Euronymous went to a nearby store and bought a disposable camera to photograph the corpse, after re-arranging some items. One of these photographs was later stolen and used as the cover of a bootleg live album entitled Dawn of the Black Hearts.
Eventually, rumors surfaced that Euronymous made a stew with pieces of Dead's brain, and made necklaces with fragments of Dead's skull. Additionally, Euronymous claimed to have given these necklaces to musicians he deemed worthy."
-From Wikipedia about the Mayhem Band
How can someone do such a thing?! Just wadafudge. People can be cruel and cold blooded to a point of no extent. Don't they feel guilty at all? How could he have possibly go to bed at sleep. I certainly hope it had haunted him each night. He was later murdered by another band member though. What goes around comes around; karma.
"On 8 April 1991, Dead committed suicide in the house owned by the band. He was found by Euronymous with slit wrists and a shotgun round to the head. Dead's suicide note read "Excuse all the blood" and included an apology for firing the weapon indoors. Instead of calling the police, Euronymous went to a nearby store and bought a disposable camera to photograph the corpse, after re-arranging some items. One of these photographs was later stolen and used as the cover of a bootleg live album entitled Dawn of the Black Hearts.
Eventually, rumors surfaced that Euronymous made a stew with pieces of Dead's brain, and made necklaces with fragments of Dead's skull. Additionally, Euronymous claimed to have given these necklaces to musicians he deemed worthy."
-From Wikipedia about the Mayhem Band
How can someone do such a thing?! Just wadafudge. People can be cruel and cold blooded to a point of no extent. Don't they feel guilty at all? How could he have possibly go to bed at sleep. I certainly hope it had haunted him each night. He was later murdered by another band member though. What goes around comes around; karma.
May 13, 2010
HAPPY BiRTHDAY, JASON !
He's growing up so fast. Haha. 2 years old already. I called him today and he's learning how to talk a lot more. He's so cute ! I want to go back and play with him, but I'll just spoil him more. I still love him though. ♥
He's growing up so fast. Haha. 2 years old already. I called him today and he's learning how to talk a lot more. He's so cute ! I want to go back and play with him, but I'll just spoil him more. I still love him though. ♥
May 12, 2010
AP World History Exam tomorrow.
Hopefully I do good on it and get at least a 3 or higher.
Off to do some last minute review to refresh the brain and then sleep.
Hopefully I do good on it and get at least a 3 or higher.
Off to do some last minute review to refresh the brain and then sleep.
May 9, 2010
Both of us have dreams we want to pursue, but it's going to be a tough road if we go for it. It's either an all or nothing. We never have experience with the careers we want, but that's why we don't know if we'll succeed or not. I want to give it a try, but I have no talent whatsoever in that particular field. Not many people will support us as the jobs will be a big risk factor. I don't want to follow the path of what others want me to do or become. I want to do what I'm interested in.
May 9, 2010
Happy Mother's Day ! ♥
I love you, Mommy !
Trying to save money to buy her a Louis Vuitton wallet. Haha. :]
I love you, Mommy !
Trying to save money to buy her a Louis Vuitton wallet. Haha. :]
May 9, 2010
Happy 19th Birthday, Fai ! I baked him a brownie cake. :] It's HUGE. Haha. Hope he finishes it and gain some weight. c(; I was going to write Happy Birthday on his cake, but I don't know how to use it with the frosting, so yea. Bought him a Marie Callender's apple crumble pie also. He wanted that instead of a cake. MmmMmm. Hope he has a good celebration. I love you !
May 8, 2010
Each word you said strikes me as if it was for me, though I'm not sure if it actually is. Even if it's not, I'm still going to post this. I did acknowledge something like that, but kept quiet for the most part of it. It wasn't just me, okay? Others were stating the truths. Be realistic. Have you ever asked yourself the same question? For most of the things you were bashing about the other person, or a possibility of me, I thought it actually applies to you more. Who was the one that changed? Exactly. I'm probably not who you thought I was, but guess what? You're not who I thought you were either. Just tell me if you don't want to be friends anymore. We barely talk nowadays. We're speechless towards each other. Seeing you is just like any other people in the crowd. I have to walk away from you. I miss you, the one who I once knew. All I can do is just say goodbye. I won't apologize. I don't owe you any sorry. I shouldn't always be the one fixing everything. Things wouldn't turn out this way. It's too late, too late to turn back to how things once were. Maybe a "Hello, Goodbye, or How are you?" is all we would say when we see each other in the future. I really didn't want this to happen, nor did I ever thought of it. I wonder how we will come to be. Please let me escape from that to happen.
Let me be able to move away from here and change school, as it won't make a difference to the people if I leave. Give me the chance to meet new people where we will click right away. Guide me to the right path. Help me reveal my true self. Allow my discoveries to determine my goals in life. Let me start afresh new.
Let me be able to move away from here and change school, as it won't make a difference to the people if I leave. Give me the chance to meet new people where we will click right away. Guide me to the right path. Help me reveal my true self. Allow my discoveries to determine my goals in life. Let me start afresh new.
May 8, 2010
Yesterday during fitness walking, I saw a dead frog on the side of the road. O_O Ewwww. It was nasty, yet sad. Why was there a frog there anyways? It was all covered with these dry, tan-ish grass and these bunch of other stuff. :l
May 8, 2010
Went to world study session around 9 and came back around 12-ish. I got a 2 on the multiple choice. At least I passed. :] Let's just hope I get a 3 ^ on my essay final and MC final.
Ghosts
May 8, 2010
Just finished watching these psychic people talking about ghosts. The two hosts were saying how they "experienced" seeing ghost. One of them came back from work tiredly and laid in bed, but his whole body couldn't move, only his eyeballs back and fourth. Then to his right or left, he saw this maroon colored shadow, but he couldn't tell if it was a human figure. The other one was he went work early in the morning and then he heard children playing noises, but there wasn't any kids around. He just stood there blankness and tried to say all the prayers he knows, and the noises went away. It got me really thinking. I'm interested in these kind of things, but at the same time, I don't want to listen because I get scare and paranoid. I don't completely believe that there's ghost, but they could exist. Nawwmean? I believe in it, but I don't at the same time. I get superstitious sometimes though. Nothing to lose. Anyways, the psychics were saying people with thick hair, eyebrows, and hair roots are the ones that doesn't see ghosts cause they have a good/strong/killer aura. The people who are able to see ghosts have the characteristics of thin hair, unhealthy body, drunk, or the old people who's dying. People could get their eyes to be opened or whatever to see ghosts or some are born to be able to see ghosts. I'm glad I'm not able to see any sort of them. They say to keep the ghosts away is to maintain a healthy body because your face/body reflects this light that bounces the ghost away from you. Another way is to practice your prayer, if you have one. This got me wondering if I should have a religion. I want to pray sometimes, but I don't know to who. I only have wishes to make to the stars. So yea, I'm scared right now. Haha. I'm going to wear my Lady Buddha necklace to sleep with me.
Please don't ever bother me. I beg of you.
This reminds me of when B and I were little, we stayed up till around 6 or 7AM and we were scared, so we used his Buddha necklace and swung it left and right repeatedly to protect us. HAHA.
Just finished watching these psychic people talking about ghosts. The two hosts were saying how they "experienced" seeing ghost. One of them came back from work tiredly and laid in bed, but his whole body couldn't move, only his eyeballs back and fourth. Then to his right or left, he saw this maroon colored shadow, but he couldn't tell if it was a human figure. The other one was he went work early in the morning and then he heard children playing noises, but there wasn't any kids around. He just stood there blankness and tried to say all the prayers he knows, and the noises went away. It got me really thinking. I'm interested in these kind of things, but at the same time, I don't want to listen because I get scare and paranoid. I don't completely believe that there's ghost, but they could exist. Nawwmean? I believe in it, but I don't at the same time. I get superstitious sometimes though. Nothing to lose. Anyways, the psychics were saying people with thick hair, eyebrows, and hair roots are the ones that doesn't see ghosts cause they have a good/strong/killer aura. The people who are able to see ghosts have the characteristics of thin hair, unhealthy body, drunk, or the old people who's dying. People could get their eyes to be opened or whatever to see ghosts or some are born to be able to see ghosts. I'm glad I'm not able to see any sort of them. They say to keep the ghosts away is to maintain a healthy body because your face/body reflects this light that bounces the ghost away from you. Another way is to practice your prayer, if you have one. This got me wondering if I should have a religion. I want to pray sometimes, but I don't know to who. I only have wishes to make to the stars. So yea, I'm scared right now. Haha. I'm going to wear my Lady Buddha necklace to sleep with me.
Please don't ever bother me. I beg of you.
This reminds me of when B and I were little, we stayed up till around 6 or 7AM and we were scared, so we used his Buddha necklace and swung it left and right repeatedly to protect us. HAHA.
May 7, 2010
School is TOO much pressure and stress for me to handle. I couldn't get a good grip and I'm barely hanging on. I despite how everything is determined by letter grade wise and GPA. It causes me to worry about it, especially borderline grades. From studying, trying to score high on tests, to maintaining a good grade. I hate even more that schools make every policy and work harder and stricter each school year. They just assume we get hecka' smarter and burden us with schoolwork. Wadafudge?! We have a life. Seven hours of school already, and they give us hours of homework after that..... BS. Even if they are going to torture us like this, at least hire better teachers. Ones that can actually TEACH and care about their students. Some teachers are just bummers. They teach recklessly and think they know what they're doing/teaching, but NO. If you're whole class isn't scoring high and there's barely any A's and a few B's, then REFLECT. It's not that we're dumb, it's just that we learn nothing from that teacher. This is quite ironic. Why can't they learn from themselves or experience what we went through and then reconsider about teaching us...
I'm done. I'm done with this ish.
I'm done. I'm done with this ish.
May 7, 2010
Despite the A I got for the Bio test, I think I failed my World final. T_T OHMIGAWD. Things just can't go smoothly for everything. I do good on one thing, and the next thing I do bad. Now my grade is probably going to drop to a C. :l I don't want that and I never have. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE let me pass both parts of the final so I can maintain a 80% ^ grade. This ONE letter grade makes a difference on my GPA and it's important for my sophomore and junior year. It'll affect what college I get into and my future. It means A LOT to me. I can't bare to lose and give up.
"For everything you gain, you lose something else."
"For everything you gain, you lose something else."
May 6, 2010
By the way, did I mention I got my FIRST A on my Bio test?!
Whhhheeeeeeeee ! YERYERYER !
Scored 36/40 on the super essay ! I’m proud of myself. Haha. Hopefully it’ll raise more than 1% of my grade. :]
Whhhheeeeeeeee ! YERYERYER !
Scored 36/40 on the super essay ! I’m proud of myself. Haha. Hopefully it’ll raise more than 1% of my grade. :]
May 6, 2010
Happy Birthday Grandpa !
I love you. :]
I wish your health gets better.
I’ll treat you dinner when I come back. :D
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Mommy said when she called him, either Cow Fu, Puo Puo, or Guong Guong told Jason to open the garage for mommy if he wants to drink coffee, so he actually went and opened it, but cried cause no one was there. Awwww. He’s so cute ! ♥
I love you. :]
I wish your health gets better.
I’ll treat you dinner when I come back. :D
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Mommy said when she called him, either Cow Fu, Puo Puo, or Guong Guong told Jason to open the garage for mommy if he wants to drink coffee, so he actually went and opened it, but cried cause no one was there. Awwww. He’s so cute ! ♥
May 5, 2010
Sometimes, I think my friends like to use me until I’m not useful anymore or until they find someone else that has more advantages that will benefit them.
April 30, 2010
Today was fun. :] Haven't laugh so much in a long time during a school day. This evens out the bad days I had this week. Went to Mel and Sarah's house around 4 and then we went mallin' with Nicole too. :] Been a pretty long time since we went out together. Arthur and Timmy didn't come. :l Well, it was still good. Girls night out. Talked about a lot of things and got to know each other better. I like hang outs like these. Shop while talking and getting to know each other more. Took a lot of pictures like the usual. I got kind of emotional during this one topic, but yeaa. Faded away pretty fast. Pretty deep-ish conversations. Good day, fun day. :] I'm tired now. Don't know how, but I got a blister from today. Time to put on a facial mask. :]
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Study session for World tomorrow at 9am. I'm probably just going to stay for the multiple choice. Don't want to do the essays. Won't know what to write anyways. Gotta wake up early tomorrow. Can't sleep in. :l
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Study session for World tomorrow at 9am. I'm probably just going to stay for the multiple choice. Don't want to do the essays. Won't know what to write anyways. Gotta wake up early tomorrow. Can't sleep in. :l
April 29, 2010
FMDay. My flip flop broke during lunch. >:l I had trouble walking to class and to the park. I had to hop on one foot cause I didn't wanna walk bare foot. So when school ended, my friends helped me "tape" my broken flip flop back together, but it was only temporary. It didn't last long and kept breaking once in a while. -O- I was struggling to get from the school to my car. My foot started hurting halfway, so I decided to just walk bare foot despite the germs and dirtiness. My flip flop wasn't any help at that time no more. When I got into the car, I took a look at the bottom of my foot and there was a yellow stain. FUDGE. It was blood stain from a bug I stepped on while walking. EWWWWW. It's so nasty. >;l After I went home, I immediately washed my feet and treated it well. Haha. What a horrible week for me. I have my Bio test tomorrow too. I don't even think I'm going to do well on it. I just need to raise 1%......it's probably going to drop. T_T
April 28, 2010
I did good on my math test from last Thursday-Friday. :] Got an A on it. I thought I did bad too since I was having trouble on my quiz and review sheet. Never did any of the homework. HAHA. Raised my grade up. 95.7 %, rank 2. :]]]] Grrrr. Someone is ahead of me by 2 %. I think she's a freshmen or not. I have a competitor. Great, she's going to motivate me to beat her and do even better in that class.
Doing good for Bio too. Raised it to a 77 %. Need one more percent to get a B, which counts as an A when weighted. :] YEEE. Hopefully it keeps raising. :]
I have a B in English. Why can't I raise it?! I need to raise it before the semester ends. :l I need to get a 4.0 this semester !
Doing good for Bio too. Raised it to a 77 %. Need one more percent to get a B, which counts as an A when weighted. :] YEEE. Hopefully it keeps raising. :]
I have a B in English. Why can't I raise it?! I need to raise it before the semester ends. :l I need to get a 4.0 this semester !
April 28, 2010
My brother was composing a poem for Language Arts, but he didn't finish writing, so I completed it for him while he's sleeping.
Here's how it goes:
Here's how it goes:
Winter snow fell silently
Our hearts were captured by the scenarios
I could taste the glimpse of love in the air
as each snowflake landed upon my face
I was attracted to you at first glance
and was blinded by your beauty.
I forever wish we could be here,
but time changes everything.
As the snowflakes disappear,
I discovered how looks can be deceiving.
What I once thought was beautiful,
it was nothing more in comparison to other seasons
Our hearts were captured by the scenarios
I could taste the glimpse of love in the air
as each snowflake landed upon my face
I was attracted to you at first glance
and was blinded by your beauty.
I forever wish we could be here,
but time changes everything.
As the snowflakes disappear,
I discovered how looks can be deceiving.
What I once thought was beautiful,
it was nothing more in comparison to other seasons
It becomes spring after the snow melts.
New, colorful flowers bloom everywhere,
which takes over the beauty of winter.
It lingers a smell of a new start.
Bees would produce honey
and pollinates flowers as it travels.
They would drop seeds to sprout more flowers.
Nobody knows how much I love the mist of spring’s shower.
New, colorful flowers bloom everywhere,
which takes over the beauty of winter.
It lingers a smell of a new start.
Bees would produce honey
and pollinates flowers as it travels.
They would drop seeds to sprout more flowers.
Nobody knows how much I love the mist of spring’s shower.
April 27, 2010
Dear Headache,
I hope you go away as soon as possible as I’m trying to think and finish up my letter for English. Please take considerations that my day was bad already. I would gladly appreciate it if you do. I’ll be waiting here. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Maggie Cheng
I hope you go away as soon as possible as I’m trying to think and finish up my letter for English. Please take considerations that my day was bad already. I would gladly appreciate it if you do. I’ll be waiting here. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Maggie Cheng
April 27, 2010
FML. I didn’t pass my permit test. >;[ I missed it by ONE. Freakin’ pissed at myself. Common sense is NOT that common. Grrrrr. I shouldn’t have second guess and change my answer. adsjkerndmnvjkg. Had to wait until a week later until I can take it again. Came home and cried for a while. Couldn’t hold it in. :l Gahhhh. Tears are coming back even thinking about it. I guess I expected too much from myself. What a disappointment. About time for me to cry myself to sleep now.
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Tears would still race down after I woke up. One of my eyes looks retarded now; it’s smaller than the other one. Even my stomach is upset. It’s hurt and it won’t stop yelling at me. My head is having a major argument.
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Tears would still race down after I woke up. One of my eyes looks retarded now; it’s smaller than the other one. Even my stomach is upset. It’s hurt and it won’t stop yelling at me. My head is having a major argument.
April 26, 2010
Went to the DMV today to take my permit, but it was passed 4pm when our number was called, so I couldn't take it. Going to go back there tomorrow during school hours. I waited for about an hour just to take my temporary picture. >;l Hopefully I don't have to wait long tomorrow.
April 25, 2010
Lately, I've been getting this feeling of having something stuck in my chest or something. It makes me want to throw up, and when I do force it out, it's still there. I'm having this feeling right now. It's kind of like...being car sick. *Aughhh. Please go away.
Unit Test
April 25, 2010
Great. I left my unit test in class. I saw the test questions on the desk next to me and thought it was an extra since that person moved to a different table. I thought I had my test in my binder, so I didn’t bother looking at that test. -O- Now, I can’t work on my test. FML. Time to get answers from people.
Seems like I couldn’t get it from anyone. All I can do is just hope I can get it from someone in the morning.
Great. I left my unit test in class. I saw the test questions on the desk next to me and thought it was an extra since that person moved to a different table. I thought I had my test in my binder, so I didn’t bother looking at that test. -O- Now, I can’t work on my test. FML. Time to get answers from people.
Seems like I couldn’t get it from anyone. All I can do is just hope I can get it from someone in the morning.
April 24, 2010
Driver Online Courses completed. :] Now I just have to wait till Monday to get my certification and take my permit test. Hopefully I can take my behind-the-wheel lesson Tuesday so I can DRIVE ! If not, then I’ll have to wait until Saturday.
April 21, 2010
I’m glad that you’re changing in a good way and becoming more happy, but as time progress, I’m being left behind. I’ve tried catching up, but I couldn’t. It’s like I’m being dragged to stay within your sight. We’ve became distant and don’t talk as much anymore. I still remember us talking/venting about our problems, but not so much now. It seems like we only catch up on things when we hang out, but we barely do. Talking to you nowadays makes me feel like I’m interrupting you. I have to keep this sort of distant between you and I. I don’t feel natural around you no more and it doesn’t feel comfortable. I actually have to “try” to fit in. What will we be like next year? When we graduate? When we’re in college? Or many years later? You’re forgetting about me as we move on. I certainly hope that we are still friends in the future.
April 19, 2010
On Unit 6 out of the 10 for the Driver Online Class. :] Pretty good start. Going to finish the rest tomorrow.
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Block schedule for the next four weeks ! STAR testing and CST. Classes are going to be around an hour and a half long. .___.
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Block schedule for the next four weeks ! STAR testing and CST. Classes are going to be around an hour and a half long. .___.
April 19, 2010
WOW. Never thought this would happen, but my brother got "jumped" today by this white kid. Apparently, my brother said that guy Rudy is jealous of him and hates him because he hangs out with a lot of people. Wadafudge?! I didn't even know about this until JP called Orlando, who then contacted me. I have to hear it from a third person to know about this... Anyways, good thing my brother kind of dodged and protected himself and "punched" that guy back without getting in trouble. Though he's skinny as heck. Well, thanks to JP and Orlando for informing me.
April 19, 2010
Went to the driver’s school after class today and papa paid for everything. $269, done deal. Have to wait till next Friday if I want to take my permit test. Daddy told me to don’t rush it and don’t fail the first permit test. I can’t wait any longer. Haha. Well, I still need to finish the online courses. That’s going to be a pain. I’m excited to drive ! On the other hand, I had my parents pay for a lot of my things this week. $269 for driving school, $400 for remaining of band fee, $71 for remaining of AP exam, and going to be another $20-ish for AP study guide book. 269+400+71+20= 760. A total of $760 down the drain this week.
April 19, 2010
It's pretty sad how I've met this one girl in band for almost a school year and give each other a hug when we see each other, but I still don't know her name.
“What if she was meant to be, or could have been, someone important in my life? I think that’s what scares me: the randomness of everything. That the people who could be important to you might just pass you by. Or you pass them by. How do you know…I felt that by walking away I was abandoning them, that I spent my entire life, day after day, abandoning people.”
| — | Peter Cameron ————— Pretty true. You know, when you see random people anywhere, everywhere. What if, just what if, you took that first initiative to go up to that person and talk to him/her? It might be frightening, but don’t we all start out meeting and becoming friends as ‘strangers’. Maybe everything in that sudden moment will impact our lives. Chances are rare. They come and go easily. It’s a |
Baking
April 18, 2010
I just finished baking some chocolate chips cookies. MmmMm. :] It smells good. Haha. I want to learn how to decorate it with frosting and make it all pretty and cute. I love to bake and cook. It makes me happy for some reason. Especially serving it to your family or friends afterward. You get the joy when they eat it and say that it’s good and the smiles they have on their face. All the hard working and time it took won’t matter anymore. What if I put my emotions when I bake or cook? I wonder if they can taste it. Haha.
I just finished baking some chocolate chips cookies. MmmMm. :] It smells good. Haha. I want to learn how to decorate it with frosting and make it all pretty and cute. I love to bake and cook. It makes me happy for some reason. Especially serving it to your family or friends afterward. You get the joy when they eat it and say that it’s good and the smiles they have on their face. All the hard working and time it took won’t matter anymore. What if I put my emotions when I bake or cook? I wonder if they can taste it. Haha.
April 18, 2010
I heard a loud thud sound from upstairs and thought that something fell or or whatever similar happened. When my brother came downstairs and asked what I dropped, I had a O_O” face. I thought HE dropped something. So I told him to check on momma to see if she was the one who dropped something, but it wasn’t her. Wadafudge. I’m 101% sure I heard something. Even my brother and mommy did. Just wadafudge was it?! My brother checked around the house and nothing fell. Couldn’t find anything suspicious. Shieeeeet. I’m scared.
April 16, 2010
People are trying to convince me to join marching band again. >:x I’m not sure if I want to or not. I don’t find my dedication to it. At one point, I had to force myself really hard to like it and say everything will be fine. I mean, the football games and the competitions are fun and we go crazy, but the practices are tough. Actually, I don’t mind it being tough. The practices are what makes us better. It’s just…I don’t have talents and commitment for it. Most of the people don’t get call out much, but I do. The coaches always point me out for doing this and that wrong. Honestly, I don’t think I play well either. Even more, I hate getting yelled at. This one time, the instructor made me tear from not marching in time. Why does he need to yell? Just correct me without yelling and getting really mad. Marching band prevents me from being outgoing. When my friends make plans and go somewhere, I couldn’t participate. There’s practice during Fridays. Sometimes, even on Saturdays. I could skip them like some people, but I couldn’t do it. I’m too goody-goody. I don’t know if I can handle it anyways. Double the AP classes next school year. I’m already staying up late this year, so I won’t have time to do my homework if I join. Marching band, marching band, marching band. Maybe this one time experience is more than enough for me.
“I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love, and get back up. I’ll stand on the highest mountaintop and go into the deepest caverns. I’ll roam across the world, visit the moon and swim in outer space. I’ll let my imagination run wild and let my spirit soar. Why? Because when my life flashes before my eyes in those final moments, I want to have something worthwhile to watch, with plenty of love and laughter, good times and bad. I don’t want to regret a thing and I plan not to. Remember, it’s not usually the things you do that you regret, it’s the things you don’t do and leave unsaid. Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot. One shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments.”
| — | Anna Floyd |
April 14, 2010
The way you ignored me made a fool out of myself. Why did I even bother asking you? You were so close, yet so far that you couldn't listen. Instead, you started answering when I was questioning someone else. Yes, someone else, not you. Everything I say doesn't comprehend to you. It's funny how I finally realized today that we've only been acquaintances all along. It's always that you speak and I listen, but when it comes to my turn, you pay no interest. Start expecting my ignorance towards you.
April 14, 2010
I stayed up till around 3:30am to fulfill what I will do on my last post. Guess what? I found of today my teacher changed her mind and postponed everything to due next week. -O- I was so >;l since I worked so hard these past two days. Oh well, more time to work on it now.
April 14, 2010
The feeling of accomplishment is worth it. It makes me feel great, superior. Like I said before, I have a lot of work to do this week. I've been ahead of my schedule and actually getting work done. Two essays down, just one more ahead and I'll be finishing that tomorrow. My literary analysis packet for English will need to be at least half done tomorrow. :] Before I sleep, the book, Maus ll, will be 1/3 - 1/2 read. A test on Thursday about the book. Setting goals for myself actually pushes me to get things done. It makes me want to finish it, accomplish it. HA, this is silly, but I'll give myself a compliment since no one will do. To be encouraged and believing that I can do it motivates me. Good job, Maggie. Good job. Keep up the good work and pace for this week. :D
April 13, 2010
Hahaha. Well, I've been busy the whole day today. Told myself not to get distracted from anything. Accomplished quite some work. :] Finished my timelines and maps for both chapters and one essay. Two more to go. I'll probably stay up late to finish one more or at least half of it. So much work this week and we just came back from spring break. >;l English literary analysis packet, finish reading a book, world packet and essay packet. So much to do.
Back to writing more essays now.
Back to writing more essays now.
April 13, 2010
Today in math class, my teacher set a new rule. Each day, students who didn't do their homework will have to choose between numbers 1-100. Whoever chose the number that's furthest from what the teacher picked, will get a detention. Well, I didn't do my homework. I never did my math homework to be honest. Exception though: students who didn't do their homework, but has an A in the class OR if they were absent, could be exempt from the "game". Luckily, I have an A in the class. Don't have to play the game, and still won't have to do my math homework. :]
April 13, 2010
The look on your eyes betrayed yourself. I saw beyond that, and it gave me chills. Your aura was unpleasant. I had the feeling that you were trying to avoid me. I was disgusted by the face you had when you saw me. You acted like nothing happened, so I went along with it. I finally get why she complains about you and had left. The act you try to put on each day sickens me. I don’t know how much longer I can bare with you. I want to spit out everything you do that bothers me, but I won’t. I don’t want to hurt our “friendship”. So what if I did say it anyways? You couldn’t even take your own advices to start with. You haven’t showed the real side of you yet. What’s behind your mask frightens me. To reveal it or keep it hidden? I don’t know.
“Some things you’ll never know, and some things you’ll wish you never knew.” - Eric Williams
“Some things you’ll never know, and some things you’ll wish you never knew.” - Eric Williams
April 12, 2010
First day back in school from two weeks of Spring break was actually better than I thought. Didn't really do anything in my classes. Most work was in math class. Not really work, mostly notes that we just have to copy. There's was a fire drill during math class. Wadafudge, and it was raining. How can there possibly be a fire...and this isn't the first time it happened. I wasn't feeling sleepy in my classes. :] I was wide awake to be honest. We basically did no work in our English class. We had a substitute and we got to do whatever we want; talk and hang around. Lunch was the usual. Everyone's playing Big Two. We all won a round. :] Lots of work this week though. Hopefully it goes by fast.
April 12, 2010
FM5thPeriod today. My fifth period is fitness walking and we were taking our usual Monday walks. Not even halfway through the school walk, it started sprinkling. It wasn't that bad at first, but then the sprinkles became raindrops. So, we thought our teacher would let us in halfway through the gate. Instead, he told us to keep walking. >;l As we did, the raindrops came pouring down on us. We had to walk all the way around the school, to the parking lot, and back on campus. By the time our class got inside the gymnasium, we were all wet. My outfit and hair seemed like I took a quick shower and just gotten out. I wore my glasses today too. Kind of a bad idea since I had to keep wiping the lens to be able to see. If only our teacher opened the gate and let us in half way through the walk...then this wouldn't happen. .______.
April 11, 2010
OHMIGAWD. I went downstairs to throw away my trash and as I was about to close the light to come back upstairs, there was a big spider next to it. So I went into the bathroom to get toilet paper to kill it, but when I came back out, the spider was gone. WadaFUDGE. I'm paranoid. I had to run back upstairs. -O-
Milk Tea>Thai Tea
April 11, 2010
So my parents just got back from LA and they bought boba milk tea and thai tea boba. Well, I thought I should give the thai tea flavour another try since most of my friends says that it taste good and is the best thing. Apparently, the liking of thai tea haven't changed for me. I still don't like it that much. It's pretty sweet and have this after taste I don't like. I'm having trouble trying to even finish this cup of thai tea I decided to try. Sorry to disappoint those thai tea lovers out there.
So my parents just got back from LA and they bought boba milk tea and thai tea boba. Well, I thought I should give the thai tea flavour another try since most of my friends says that it taste good and is the best thing. Apparently, the liking of thai tea haven't changed for me. I still don't like it that much. It's pretty sweet and have this after taste I don't like. I'm having trouble trying to even finish this cup of thai tea I decided to try. Sorry to disappoint those thai tea lovers out there.
April 11, 2010
Last night of staying up late. :l Spent the night away by finishing up homework. It's almost time for school, once again. Only one more day left. Parents are going to LA today and Monday while I'll stay home and hopefully get my work done. Don't think I'll get my permit yet. :[ Hopefully parents aren't busy next week. .___.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TWINNIE ! ♥
April 10, 2010
Just got back from Sheanne’s house. It’s her birthday today. :] Arrived at her house around 4PM and then her momma drove Sheanne, Orlando, and I to sushi boat. Met up with Arthur there. I ordered the Ynez Roll. Sweet tofu, spicy crab, avocado, shrimp. MmmmMm. :] It was good. Haha. Went window shopping and the Apple store afterward. I spent too much already. Around $100 this break? :l I need to start saving up. :] After that, I went back to Sheanne’s house and hung around. Took so many weird faces pictures. c(; Good day, good day.
Just got back from Sheanne’s house. It’s her birthday today. :] Arrived at her house around 4PM and then her momma drove Sheanne, Orlando, and I to sushi boat. Met up with Arthur there. I ordered the Ynez Roll. Sweet tofu, spicy crab, avocado, shrimp. MmmmMm. :] It was good. Haha. Went window shopping and the Apple store afterward. I spent too much already. Around $100 this break? :l I need to start saving up. :] After that, I went back to Sheanne’s house and hung around. Took so many weird faces pictures. c(; Good day, good day.
April 9, 2010
Well, change of plans for tomorrow. No bowling, just sushi boat. Everyone don't have a ride cause it's too far. Wadafudge... This just makes me want to be able to drive. It's always like this, or at least most of the time. Things get changed at the last minute cause nothing works out. Not going to expect anything anymore. The result will just be disappointment. What more can I say? I'm used to this type of situation already.
April 9, 2010
So my hand started itching while I was waiting to print out a chart for Bio, and so I started to scratch it. Some common sense there. Haha. Well, I wasn't paying attention where exactly that itch was, and when I did, I was bleeding. Hmmm, wadamother. Now, this reminds me of AP Bio and how Dr. Downing demonstrates the white blood cells going "RAWRRRR" immediately to fix the injury. HAHA. Well, yea. I'm still itchy on my hand, but I don't want to scratch it after I notice I was bleeding.
Nutella
April 9, 2010
Mmmm, Nutella is so yummy. :] Just because of the Hazelnut flavour. I could eat it all day, errday. This and real dark chocolate is probably the only chocolates I like. The others are just too sweet for me. :[ I know, haha. I’m not those typical girls who like sweets. As a matter of fact, I can’t really stand them. If I eat too much, I can’t seem to swallow. I don’t get how too much sugar makes people go hyper. Well, that’s just me. At least I don’t go crazy afterward. I can’t even finish a box of milk chocolate of any sort. Only if it’s 65% or higher cacao dark chocolate, then sure. :] I prefer them bitter over sweetness. YEE, I’m weird, but so what? That’s just me. c(;
Mmmm, Nutella is so yummy. :] Just because of the Hazelnut flavour. I could eat it all day, errday. This and real dark chocolate is probably the only chocolates I like. The others are just too sweet for me. :[ I know, haha. I’m not those typical girls who like sweets. As a matter of fact, I can’t really stand them. If I eat too much, I can’t seem to swallow. I don’t get how too much sugar makes people go hyper. Well, that’s just me. At least I don’t go crazy afterward. I can’t even finish a box of milk chocolate of any sort. Only if it’s 65% or higher cacao dark chocolate, then sure. :] I prefer them bitter over sweetness. YEE, I’m weird, but so what? That’s just me. c(;
Aim Conversation
April 8, 2010
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(9: 44:18 PM): Tengo mucho hambre.
(9: 44:35 PM): Me gusta comida.
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(9: 44:50 PM): lol
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April 7, 2010
I wish my friends were more outgoing and could go anywhere, anytime. Talk about strict parents though. Good thing mines aren’t. I would just tell my parents and they would let me. Well, most of the time. :] I really despite when I make plans with friends, and everyone bails out at the last minute. Seriously, don’t say you’re going and then change your mind. It just leaves me hanging, especially when I’m already there, and then say you guys aren’t coming. Or if not bailing, they come late or have to leave early. Why should I be the one waiting? I’m there by myself, looking like a fool. I mean, what do I do there alone? Not that it’s fun walking by myself and what not. So much for coming up with plans anymore. What’s the point when it never really happens. Easily said, but hardly done.
“I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.”
| — | Neil Gaiman |
Mr. Panda
Holla to Mr. Panda reading this rap
He tries to freestyle, but instead took a nap.
What a failure to do so
like how he can’t even call a hoe.
He steals all the Penguins’ mangoes
and they all went “OhNO’s”
Lack of sleep gave him dark circles
even makeup won’t give him miracles.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
He always talk about school,
and acts to be a fool,
but that’s what makes him a nerd,
and so fly like a bird.
Don’t mess around with his math,
or he’ll mislead you to a wrong path.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
He doesn’t like to munch on bamboo,
but instead chews on a stinky shoe.
He admits to love Hello Kitty
but doesn’t give a pity.
It’s cute and adorable,
just your face that’s horrible.
He might not be like a Penguin G,
but he sure can pull off the SAT.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
He tries to freestyle, but instead took a nap.
What a failure to do so
like how he can’t even call a hoe.
He steals all the Penguins’ mangoes
and they all went “OhNO’s”
Lack of sleep gave him dark circles
even makeup won’t give him miracles.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
He always talk about school,
and acts to be a fool,
but that’s what makes him a nerd,
and so fly like a bird.
Don’t mess around with his math,
or he’ll mislead you to a wrong path.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
He doesn’t like to munch on bamboo,
but instead chews on a stinky shoe.
He admits to love Hello Kitty
but doesn’t give a pity.
It’s cute and adorable,
just your face that’s horrible.
He might not be like a Penguin G,
but he sure can pull off the SAT.
Everyone, holla to Mr. Panda.
5:05am
April 6, 2010
Good night, or shall I say Good morning? :]
Haven’t stay up till this time since forever. Hopefully I don’t oversleep.
Good night, or shall I say Good morning? :]
Haven’t stay up till this time since forever. Hopefully I don’t oversleep.
Freestyling
Haha, this was old, but one of my Mexican friends was dissing me through a rap, so I made a comeback. It gets pretty offensive? but we’re just messin’ with each other, playfully.
Anyways, this was his:
ugh check it
look at dis azn tryen to diss
but she know she cant mess
evn tho she’s from the sam place as bruce lee
i’m sitten nex to a tree
where the slaves were set free
so Nigguah pleeease„,i gott to go
cuz u cant stop my flow
cuz i gotta go gut a troubt
no dougbt
im out
and yea. My comeback:
Niggaaah, heeeeellll no.
One, two. One, two. Let’s begin.
I’m here typing to a beannner
where he’s a nothing, but a bummer.
Trying to impress this non-cholo,
he fails to do so.
So what if I’m from the same place as Bruce Lee,
I can still out-talk you like a G.
I have stunners on my face,
and you got Payless’ shoelace.
Nikes are rockin’ on my feet.
Don’t come and get beat,
cause you know you’ll turn into meat.
You could stop teasing,
just cause I’m repping the Chinese.
Don’t get this girl feeling nausea,
she could bring her whole population from Asia.
So take your belongings,
and go back to Mexico.
Fashooo’! :p
and his comeback:
I’M NOT CUZ!
ugh ugh check it
i’m standing next to a tree
so nigguah pleease u cant spit like me
so i’m mexican ur azn no doubt
i just got slapped bye a trought 0_o???
NO DOUBT>….i’m OUT!!
oOoOoOo, burnedddd. HAHA. Apparently, my rap was better. I win. :]
Anyways, this was his:
ugh check it
look at dis azn tryen to diss
but she know she cant mess
evn tho she’s from the sam place as bruce lee
i’m sitten nex to a tree
where the slaves were set free
so Nigguah pleeease„,i gott to go
cuz u cant stop my flow
cuz i gotta go gut a troubt
no dougbt
im out
and yea. My comeback:
Niggaaah, heeeeellll no.
One, two. One, two. Let’s begin.
I’m here typing to a beannner
where he’s a nothing, but a bummer.
Trying to impress this non-cholo,
he fails to do so.
So what if I’m from the same place as Bruce Lee,
I can still out-talk you like a G.
I have stunners on my face,
and you got Payless’ shoelace.
Nikes are rockin’ on my feet.
Don’t come and get beat,
cause you know you’ll turn into meat.
You could stop teasing,
just cause I’m repping the Chinese.
Don’t get this girl feeling nausea,
she could bring her whole population from Asia.
So take your belongings,
and go back to Mexico.
Fashooo’! :p
and his comeback:
I’M NOT CUZ!
ugh ugh check it
i’m standing next to a tree
so nigguah pleease u cant spit like me
so i’m mexican ur azn no doubt
i just got slapped bye a trought 0_o???
NO DOUBT>….i’m OUT!!
oOoOoOo, burnedddd. HAHA. Apparently, my rap was better. I win. :]
April 5, 2010
From my perspective, dressing nicely is showing manners and respect to public. :] It doesn’t necessarily mean showing off or anything. Sure, dressing nice makes oneself feel better and have confidence. Well, isn’t that a good thing? :] It’s better preferred than dressing ragged. :B Contrary, why do people have to dress so slutty? I don’t get it. It just makes others think of you badly. Dressing like that won’t get you any better. Fine, you’ll get some guys, but they’re not forreals. Oh BTW, wearing outfits prettier than others doesn’t mean you have the rights to criticize and trash them. You’re just saying those words to make yourself feel better, which in fact, NO. Maybe try dressing more cutely and fashionable, but in a different way than being slutty. :D
April 5, 2010
I’ve been sleeping a lot lately. HAHA. Woke up around 2:30pm today. That’s when I get out of school. c(; Yesterday, we went to Irvine and on the way home, I slept. After we came back, I slept again. LOL. Yeaa. Spring break sleep-ins officially begins. :]
April 3, 2010
I'm back in California. :] Vegas was fun with the cousins. Went to bowling FOUR times. Yeaa....that's a lot. Went out everyday. Haha. Well, we stayed an extra day cause my parents went to watch Aaron Kwok's concert. My mom was planning to stay till Monday, but NO, we didn't. Oh wells. Good week, good week. :]
B's House
March 29. 2010
Well, I’m at Peter’s house right now and we’re currently doing nothing. He’s just laying on the bed and “sleeping”-ish. My brother is on the computer, once again. I”m just here typing this ish. I think we’re about to walk or drive out to Walmart. We’re all so hungry. Haven’t eat breakfast yet. Woke up around 10:30-ish. Don’t know the plans for later on the days yet, but whatever. Anyways, they should change already so we can go out and fetch some breakfast. :] Hopefully I get to see my baby cousin, Jason, tonight. Hehe.
Well, I’m at Peter’s house right now and we’re currently doing nothing. He’s just laying on the bed and “sleeping”-ish. My brother is on the computer, once again. I”m just here typing this ish. I think we’re about to walk or drive out to Walmart. We’re all so hungry. Haven’t eat breakfast yet. Woke up around 10:30-ish. Don’t know the plans for later on the days yet, but whatever. Anyways, they should change already so we can go out and fetch some breakfast. :] Hopefully I get to see my baby cousin, Jason, tonight. Hehe.
I'm White
March 26, 2010
During second period, as I was walking to the VAPA showcase, my English teacher, Mrs. Lytle, asked if I was full Asian. I was like "Yea, I'm full Asian." and then she replied that I look like a mix of a bit White and Asian. Hmm. LOL. This was the first time someone told me that. Haha, interesting. :]
During second period, as I was walking to the VAPA showcase, my English teacher, Mrs. Lytle, asked if I was full Asian. I was like "Yea, I'm full Asian." and then she replied that I look like a mix of a bit White and Asian. Hmm. LOL. This was the first time someone told me that. Haha, interesting. :]
March 24, 2010
WOOHOO ! Two more days till SPRING BREAK. So close, yet so far. This week has been going at a not fast and not slow pace. Talking about pace, I ran the mile today in pe. 8:53. The limit for girls was 9:30.Yea ! I made it under the time limit and get a free fitness day pass. :] Hmm. Got a 13/20 on Bio Essay. Did better than most of the people though. Thanks Fai for helping. :] Hehe. Don't have much homework today. Good day, good day.....after school. :]
AP Bio Essay
March 23, 2010
OHMYGOSH. I have a in class Bio essay tmr and I’m not even ready for it. AT ALL. It’s worth 60% of our grade. Considering that I have a 72.9% already….I’m going to needa study hardcore. I’m so stressed. -O- Can’t wait till spring break. Why can’t it come already. This week is going to be LONG. During spring break, I’m going to have schoolwork too. -O- Freakin’ Bio. Assigning all these stuff during break. Just let us have a “break”, please. Don’t even know why I took the class. I only passed two test this school year so far. T_T Yea, I know. Just thinking about this essay makes me sleepy. That sleeping disease is kickin’ in. Whatever. Just let this week be over with already.
OHMYGOSH. I have a in class Bio essay tmr and I’m not even ready for it. AT ALL. It’s worth 60% of our grade. Considering that I have a 72.9% already….I’m going to needa study hardcore. I’m so stressed. -O- Can’t wait till spring break. Why can’t it come already. This week is going to be LONG. During spring break, I’m going to have schoolwork too. -O- Freakin’ Bio. Assigning all these stuff during break. Just let us have a “break”, please. Don’t even know why I took the class. I only passed two test this school year so far. T_T Yea, I know. Just thinking about this essay makes me sleepy. That sleeping disease is kickin’ in. Whatever. Just let this week be over with already.
Beauty is Pain
March 18, 2010
Today, I wore the flats my sister bought for the first time. It matches my outfit today so I decided to wear it. I got to say, it HURTS like heck. I got 4 blisters;two on each foot. I had to walk in those throughout the day. -O- Is it just me not used to wearing flats? Imagine those girls out there, it doesn’t hurt them? Well, it does to me. I don’t think I’m going to wear flats no more. At least that pair. I’m going to try to find a comfortable one, hopefully. My feet are still hurting from it. BEAUTY is PAIN.
Today, I wore the flats my sister bought for the first time. It matches my outfit today so I decided to wear it. I got to say, it HURTS like heck. I got 4 blisters;two on each foot. I had to walk in those throughout the day. -O- Is it just me not used to wearing flats? Imagine those girls out there, it doesn’t hurt them? Well, it does to me. I don’t think I’m going to wear flats no more. At least that pair. I’m going to try to find a comfortable one, hopefully. My feet are still hurting from it. BEAUTY is PAIN.
March 14, 2010
Something feels weird having no schoolwork to do over the weekend. It doesn’t seem right. NO work? Hmmm. Maybe it’s just me used to be doing homework. Anyhow, time is passing by slow, though it’s day light saving.
Apologizing
March 14, 2010
Do people actually mean it when they say “sorry”? When I don’t mean it, I just say it so I don’t cause any more trouble. It doesn’t always mean I’m wrong and the other person is right, it’s just that I value the friendship more. Why bother saying sorry if we don’t even mean it? I find myself saying sorry most of the time instead of others. It’s really a bad habit. I don’t want others to think bad about me, so usually I’d be the first to say it multiple times. When I do mean it, how can I show them that I actually do? Do they think that I say it only because I pity them? I don’t know. From my point of view, it’s more meaningful to say “I apologize” than “I’m sorry”. The word sorry doesn’t really have meanings to me anymore. It’s like replying “lol” when you have nothing to say back. Why not use “Haha”, which is more effective? I would, and that’s what I do. People need to prove what they mean, not just say it.
Do people actually mean it when they say “sorry”? When I don’t mean it, I just say it so I don’t cause any more trouble. It doesn’t always mean I’m wrong and the other person is right, it’s just that I value the friendship more. Why bother saying sorry if we don’t even mean it? I find myself saying sorry most of the time instead of others. It’s really a bad habit. I don’t want others to think bad about me, so usually I’d be the first to say it multiple times. When I do mean it, how can I show them that I actually do? Do they think that I say it only because I pity them? I don’t know. From my point of view, it’s more meaningful to say “I apologize” than “I’m sorry”. The word sorry doesn’t really have meanings to me anymore. It’s like replying “lol” when you have nothing to say back. Why not use “Haha”, which is more effective? I would, and that’s what I do. People need to prove what they mean, not just say it.
Fun Day
March 14, 2010
Went out to Irvine today and hung out with Fambam and Vicki’s friends. Went to eat dim sum and then we took sticker pictures. :] I love sticky pictures. Haha. After that, I went to Lollicup to get myself an almond milk tea. MmMm, yummy. It’s so good. :] Then went back to Vicki’s dorm, check it out for a bit, and went back home. Yepp. Good day though.
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It was a good weekend too. Haha. I literally did no homework. Nothing’s due on Monday. :] Imma just cram everything in next week. I’m so lazy, but whatever. Didn’t feel like doing work. Hope every weekend was like this. :]
Went out to Irvine today and hung out with Fambam and Vicki’s friends. Went to eat dim sum and then we took sticker pictures. :] I love sticky pictures. Haha. After that, I went to Lollicup to get myself an almond milk tea. MmMm, yummy. It’s so good. :] Then went back to Vicki’s dorm, check it out for a bit, and went back home. Yepp. Good day though.
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It was a good weekend too. Haha. I literally did no homework. Nothing’s due on Monday. :] Imma just cram everything in next week. I’m so lazy, but whatever. Didn’t feel like doing work. Hope every weekend was like this. :]
March 13, 2010
WADAFUDGE. Don’t be coming back home and blame everything and get mad at ME. I did no shiiiiet. You had enough fun at your friend’s house already. That’s still NOT enough and you wanna stay longer? You’ve been there from morning till night. You need to mature. STOP hitting/slamming the computer once you get back home and put your anger on it. It did NOTHING. LEARN TO GROW UP AND CONTROL YOUR TEMPER. My brother is SPOILED. -_-
March 13, 2010
“I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.”
| — | Rita Mero ———————— I don’t have any regrets, I just feel like I made mistakes and messed up. What can I even do if I regret? Nothing, but to worry. It’s not like I can travel back in time and change it. If I can, I would. But I can’t. I can’t fix anything that’s done already. Mistakes mean learning and not get hurt again. It’s easier to blame yourself than someone else because if you blame the other person, you’ll just get stubborn and never forgive them, but if you blame yourself, there’s nothing you can do, but brush it off and forget about it. I can only make things better in the future than in comparison to the past. |
March 13, 2010
Grandpa : “Do good in school. Don’t disappoint me.”
Me : “Okay. I won’t.”
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Well, I said I won’t, right? Got to keep my words to him. Benefits me too. I have to do good ! GOGOGO!
Me : “Okay. I won’t.”
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Well, I said I won’t, right? Got to keep my words to him. Benefits me too. I have to do good ! GOGOGO!
"Old photographs are very deceiving. They give us the illusion that we are alive in them, and it’s not true. The person we are looking at no longer exists, and if that person could see us, he or she would not recognize him or herself in us. Who’s that looking at me so sadly, he or she would say."
José Saramago
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If I were to look back at old photos, what would they say to me?
José Saramago
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If I were to look back at old photos, what would they say to me?
"Each second we live is a new and unique moment of the universe, a moment that will never be again. And what do we teach our children? We teach them that two and two make four, and that Paris is the capital of France. When will we also teach them what they are? We should say to each of them: Do you know what you are? You are a marvel. You are unique. In all the years that have passed, there has never been another child like you. Your legs, your arms, your clever fingers, the way you move. You may become a Shakespeare, a Michelangelo, a Beethoven. You have the capacity for anything. Yes, you are a marvel. And when you grow up, can you then harm another who is, like you, a marvel? You must work, we must all work, to make the world worthy of its children."
Pablo Picasso
Pablo Picasso
March 13, 2010
Yesterday, my friends came over to my house and we walked to WalMart. They didn't really come until later in the afternoon and we didn't really do anything, except television and computer. It wasn't until when Timmy came and then we walked to WalMart. I'm going to admit, it was pretty tiring by the time we're back to my house. Haha. After WalMart, we went to Jamba Juice and Burger King. MmMm. We had to rush and be sneaky cause some of our friend's parents won't allow them outside. Well, it was an adventurous day? Didn't get to watch The Crazies and Asylum626 was pretty bleh. Everyone had to leave when they got back. Anyhow, I'm sorry for not really doing anything yesterday.
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