May 8, 2010

Each word you said strikes me as if it was for me, though I'm not sure if it actually is. Even if it's not, I'm still going to post this. I did acknowledge something like that, but kept quiet for the most part of it. It wasn't just me, okay? Others were stating the truths. Be realistic. Have you ever asked yourself the same question? For most of the things you were bashing about the other person, or a possibility of me, I thought it actually applies to you more. Who was the one that changed? Exactly. I'm probably not who you thought I was, but guess what? You're not who I thought you were either. Just tell me if you don't want to be friends anymore. We barely talk nowadays. We're speechless towards each other. Seeing you is just like any other people in the crowd. I have to walk away from you. I miss you, the one who I once knew. All I can do is just say goodbye. I won't apologize. I don't owe you any sorry. I shouldn't always be the one fixing everything. Things wouldn't turn out this way. It's too late, too late to turn back to how things once were. Maybe a "Hello, Goodbye, or How are you?" is all we would say when we see each other in the future. I really didn't want this to happen, nor did I ever thought of it. I wonder how we will come to be. Please let me escape from that to happen.

Let me be able to move away from here and change school, as it won't make a difference to the people if I leave. Give me the chance to meet new people where we will click right away. Guide me to the right path. Help me reveal my true self. Allow my discoveries to determine my goals in life. Let me start afresh new.