Confidence

September 27, 2010

I'm not the type who has a lot of confidence, but yet I do sometimes. I tend to doubt myself too much, contradicting whether I'm right or wrong. The different people I'm with influences the confidence I have. I just feel more energetic and could possibly do a whole lot more than usual when I'm close/comfortable with that person. It's a boost up depending on how I dress that day. If I wear something nice or that I like, I'll feel better. If it's something I chose in a hurry and in which I don't really like, then I'll feel less secure. I go through different levels of confidence. It could increase if I'm doing good in a certain class, or deteriorate knowing the result will be bad. My range of confidence varies throughout the day. I need to maintain a balanced confidence; I can't let others or something affect me.