Maggie

So I made a Blogspot in case anything happens to my other blogs.
I'm going to transfer everything. x]

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Let's start with the basic.

Maggie Cheng. I have a middle name, but you'll never guess it. :] Residing in California. Currently a sophomore at the age of 15. I'm full Chinese, and no. I don't have small eyes. Standing at 5'3" and still hoping to grow. I don't drink milk, nor do I remember drinking any from my childhood. I love the color blue and my baby blanket. I'm a really lazy person, but once I start something, I concentrate and get into it till I'm finished. For example, homework during spring break. HAHA. I procrastinate a lot even though I tell myself not to, but heyy. I still get my work finish on time. I like to turn in my work on time even if it causes me to stay up late. I don't like to cuss much. I prefer substituting words, such as fudge. :] I don't find what's the meaning behind cussing. Nothing interesting and it's not going to solve anything. I'm not good at anything. Well, not that I have discover anything yet. No talents whatsoever. Honestly, I'll judge you from what you wear and how you look. I'm still friendly though. Haha. I smile and laugh 24/7, 365. No joke, it's contagious. I laugh too much, people can't distinguish if it's fake or real. I don't show people how I feel, except when I'm happy. I tend to keep emotions to myself. Though I laugh a lot, doesn't really mean I'm happy, but most of the time I am. Sometimes, I don't find things funny at all, but I'll still laugh just to go along with it. I have a tomboy personality, due to the fact I grew up with my next door neighbor boy cousins, Peter and Gary. :] I'm actually glad we were close to each other. Those were the best time of my life. Most of my childhood memories begins there. Well, typing this post is actually making me tear up. Haha, wadafudge. I'm an emotional person; I cry easily most of the time. I used to be called crybaby when I was little. I tear up during sad movies or sometimes before I sleep. I think A LOT before I go to bed. I don't consider anyone my best friend no more. It's just...I don't seem to be close to them enough. Sure, I tell them everything, but yea. It's not really the other way around. They basically tell me nothing, or they have other best friends, just not me. So, I decided that I'm not really going to say anything much than like before. I had and have felt like I don't belong to the group of friends I'm with at times, but what can I do? I get nowhere. Sometimes I just wish I can move away and start new. Somehow, I don't get along well with girls much. I don't like to brag, start drama, trash-talk other people, and those ish. I just get along better with boys. I'm pretty insecure and self-conscious at times, but I don't give a fudge about what other people say about me. It's not going to make me sad and what not if someone starts a rumor about me, and I've been there before. Family is my first priority. I care about them a lot, but once again, I don't show it. It's hard for me to show it to them. I'm glad my parents aren't that strict and all. Did I mention, when I was in Vegas, I cried hearing that my grandpa was making a bet with my grandma that he won't make it through this year. Yeaa, pretty sad. :[ I'm still growing and maturing and still a long way to go, but I don't act my age. I think differently than most people. Once someone betrays me or somewhere that line, it takes a long time for me to "forgive" them. Sure, I give out second chances, but things won't be the same. I can't seem to stay mad at people for forever. I gets tiring and just..hurting myself. If you want to teach me a lesson, it's best if written in a poem or from a quotation. It's more meaningful that way to me. When it comes to guys, I don't go searching. I believe it'll come eventually and naturally. Truthfully, looks matter. I like them muscular, but not too buff. I don't mind if they can cook or not, though it's better if they can. They HAVE to have manners and respect to their parents or any elders. It's a big turn off if they don't. I'm more into the outgoing and playful ones. They have to be chill and laid back, not taking everything seriously. No smoking and drinking, please. Preferably tall guys, but not over 6 ft. I like it when guys wear button ups/dress shirts with jeans. An earring or two will give you extra credits. I want him to serenade or dance to me. Honestly, I don't like making out, but I'm the type who's really clingy if I love that person a lot. Most of the time, I'll hold his hands or arms, hug him, kiss him on the cheek, tease him, bite him, joke around, be playful, and just be myself. Unfortunately, I haven't found this type of person yet. LOL. Well, I do it to B though. HAHA. I'd probably annoy him. SIKES. I don't even know what I do to attract guys. I mean, I'm not even that pretty and all. It's hard for me to commit to someone or even to something. Put aside that, I have a problem with money. I'm probably a big money spender. Each time I have money in my wallet, it's gone fast. I don't even know what I spend it on. Especially during shopping, I just buy stuff I like, and when I get home, I regret it later because I didn't need it. Well, I typed enough for now. More to blog when I wake up. :] You know OF me a little better now. c(;
and of course, I ONLY TELL B EVERYTHING and I LOVE HIM. :]