April 21, 2010

I’m glad that you’re changing in a good way and becoming more happy, but as time progress, I’m being left behind. I’ve tried catching up, but I couldn’t. It’s like I’m being dragged to stay within your sight. We’ve became distant and don’t talk as much anymore. I still remember us talking/venting about our problems, but not so much now. It seems like we only catch up on things when we hang out, but we barely do. Talking to you nowadays makes me feel like I’m interrupting you. I have to keep this sort of distant between you and I. I don’t feel natural around you no more and it doesn’t feel comfortable. I actually have to “try” to fit in. What will we be like next year? When we graduate? When we’re in college? Or many years later? You’re forgetting about me as we move on. I certainly hope that we are still friends in the future.