People are trying to convince me to join marching band again. >:x I’m not sure if I want to or not. I don’t find my dedication to it. At one point, I had to force myself really hard to like it and say everything will be fine. I mean, the football games and the competitions are fun and we go crazy, but the practices are tough. Actually, I don’t mind it being tough. The practices are what makes us better. It’s just…I don’t have talents and commitment for it. Most of the people don’t get call out much, but I do. The coaches always point me out for doing this and that wrong. Honestly, I don’t think I play well either. Even more, I hate getting yelled at. This one time, the instructor made me tear from not marching in time. Why does he need to yell? Just correct me without yelling and getting really mad. Marching band prevents me from being outgoing. When my friends make plans and go somewhere, I couldn’t participate. There’s practice during Fridays. Sometimes, even on Saturdays. I could skip them like some people, but I couldn’t do it. I’m too goody-goody. I don’t know if I can handle it anyways. Double the AP classes next school year. I’m already staying up late this year, so I won’t have time to do my homework if I join. Marching band, marching band, marching band. Maybe this one time experience is more than enough for me.
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